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Feb. 2nd, 2006 09:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lizzybennetMy visiting teacher called to apologize. I was gone when she called, but Chris talked to her. She said she woke up in the middle of the night and remembered. Her day yesterday was crazy busy (I suspected as much. Women around here are super busy. Their kids are involved in every possible activity on the planet. That will never be me. Ha, I say that now) Anyway, she offered to come over right then and pick up the kids but Chris told her there was no need. See, no need for me to get so worked up. Also, I realized with all that complaining I failed to mention that I did have people who helped out a lot. For example, Stephanie watched Petey and Connor all morning on Monday, plus Zack for a few hours in the afternoon. Patty brought over dinner and then watched Connor all day Tuesday. I had lots of help. I had no right to complain.
I think I've been having drug induced dreams this week. I've been taking Percocet for my pain (I'd be lying if I said I wasn't enjoying it. Shame on me!) Last night I dreamt that I was a zoo keeper. It was closing time in the zoo, but I couldn't seem to leave. All the animals were blocking my way, and I kept being pushed back further and further into a corner of the zoo. Suddenly, I realize that there are tiny, brightly colored hummingbirds flying all around me. They are about the size of wasps, just so very tiny. Blue, purple, red, every color. It was magnificant and I loved how glorious it was. Next, I see two large birds. These birds are white, but they look as if they've had color airbrushed over the white. One is pink and one is blue. These birds are special, I know it as soon as I look at them. They seem to inspire a sense of holiness within me. One climbs onto my shoulder and the other onto my arm. I suddenly realize that these birds belong to someone I know, and that he has been looking for them everywhere. I'm so happy that I've found his beloved birds. I've thought about this dream all day. The tiny hummingbirds made me smile everytime I thought of them.
I took a nap this afternoon and had a very stressful dream. I dreamt that I had just had my wisdom teeth removed that day, and that I had obligated myself to several friends even though I knew I'd be in pain. I agreed to babysit for one friends' kids and I also agreed to conduct the music at church. After I finished babysitting, I rushed home to get dressed for church, but my clothes weren't ironed. I was freaking out because church stared in 15 minutes and I had nothing to wear. I was trying to iron my outfit, but it wasn't working. Suddenly, Petey busted in and woke me up. I was so thankful to be awake! I just do not realize when I'm dreaming and I was feeling great anxiety. I grabbed him up in a hug and said "I'm so glad you woke me up. I was having a bad dream!" He found that amusing.
I think I've been having drug induced dreams this week. I've been taking Percocet for my pain (I'd be lying if I said I wasn't enjoying it. Shame on me!) Last night I dreamt that I was a zoo keeper. It was closing time in the zoo, but I couldn't seem to leave. All the animals were blocking my way, and I kept being pushed back further and further into a corner of the zoo. Suddenly, I realize that there are tiny, brightly colored hummingbirds flying all around me. They are about the size of wasps, just so very tiny. Blue, purple, red, every color. It was magnificant and I loved how glorious it was. Next, I see two large birds. These birds are white, but they look as if they've had color airbrushed over the white. One is pink and one is blue. These birds are special, I know it as soon as I look at them. They seem to inspire a sense of holiness within me. One climbs onto my shoulder and the other onto my arm. I suddenly realize that these birds belong to someone I know, and that he has been looking for them everywhere. I'm so happy that I've found his beloved birds. I've thought about this dream all day. The tiny hummingbirds made me smile everytime I thought of them.
I took a nap this afternoon and had a very stressful dream. I dreamt that I had just had my wisdom teeth removed that day, and that I had obligated myself to several friends even though I knew I'd be in pain. I agreed to babysit for one friends' kids and I also agreed to conduct the music at church. After I finished babysitting, I rushed home to get dressed for church, but my clothes weren't ironed. I was freaking out because church stared in 15 minutes and I had nothing to wear. I was trying to iron my outfit, but it wasn't working. Suddenly, Petey busted in and woke me up. I was so thankful to be awake! I just do not realize when I'm dreaming and I was feeling great anxiety. I grabbed him up in a hug and said "I'm so glad you woke me up. I was having a bad dream!" He found that amusing.