Jun. 18th, 2007
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Jun. 18th, 2007 08:58 pmI want to do a little complaining. I'll try to keep it as painless as possible.
I'm tired of not living in my own home with my own stuff. I'm tired of living on the kindness of others. I still have at least 6 weeks of it to look forward to.
I'm tired of being around the kids 24/7. And, being in someone else's home makes it worse, becasue I'm always worried that the kids' noise is bothering Grandma or Grandpa.
I'm disgusted with myself for not being more patient with the kids.
You see the cycle here?
I'm very stressed out about my classes. I don't have a quiet place to go to study. Topics I'm studying are unfamiliar, which makes me stress out more (philosophy and creative writing.)
Ok, enough complaining for now. *deep breaths*
I'm tired of not living in my own home with my own stuff. I'm tired of living on the kindness of others. I still have at least 6 weeks of it to look forward to.
I'm tired of being around the kids 24/7. And, being in someone else's home makes it worse, becasue I'm always worried that the kids' noise is bothering Grandma or Grandpa.
I'm disgusted with myself for not being more patient with the kids.
You see the cycle here?
I'm very stressed out about my classes. I don't have a quiet place to go to study. Topics I'm studying are unfamiliar, which makes me stress out more (philosophy and creative writing.)
Ok, enough complaining for now. *deep breaths*